All I can say is-sorry. I never thought this would happen and probably none of you did too.
I am retiring forever. Yes, forever. I am sorry to all of my friends that I have made and to all of those who knew me. I am going to write a huge speech. Number one on my list is to tell you guys a little bit of why I am leaving.
I am leaving for quite a few reasons. Some people on chat, whom none of you should blame for this, hurt my feelings extremely badly. This happened nearly every day for a long period of time. It is not their fault at all. I hope that by now you have that in your mind. All that that did was make me realize that I have to leave. I am getting too old for this. Yes, I know that some of you are 14, 15, 16, and maybe even 17. That’s great for you guys and girls because you can handle it at that age, and I congratulate you for that. Although, I cannot.
Many things have been going on in my life lately. They are all personal. Although, I will mention one. I lost just about all of my friends, and I am still not sure why.
Chat became the last place for me. It was my place to “get away.” However, my friends on xat were fighting and saying bad things about each other. I didn’t want what happened in real life to happen again, so I am leaving. I know it is very sudden, but I can’t fall like that again.
I don’t want anyone blaming it on any one person. It is nobody’s fault but my own. I am 13, and I cannot handle the stress from xat and real life.
I am sorry to all of my friends. I didn’t want it to end this way, and I’m pretty sure neither did you.
Some people I would like to thank;
Oagalthorp– Thanks for ownering me that one time on chat xD
Itachi6dark – Without you, I never would have met anyone on xat, and I would never have been introduced to Club Penguin. See you in class in September!
Kg 007 – You always were the funniest one. I would have left a really long time ago if it weren’t for you. Thanks! I hope that your great personality helps others.
Toe – Second funniest, in my opinion. Let me just say, I’ll miss you more than most people.
Pablo/Tostipotatoe – Third funniest, you rock. Since you left ACP Chat, things got less exciting, but I still saw you sometimes!
Saint1119 – Hey, good luck with leading ACP. I know that you will be one of our best leaders if you lighten up. If not, people will hate you forever.
Fort57 – Even though you left a while ago, everyone misses you. You don’t rock, you roll!
Abercrombe – You are one of the people I will miss the most. I always loved your sense of humor! It hurt to see you go, and I hope that someone shows you this post, to tell you that you were not at all forgotten. You lost your special touch with people.
Boomer – Man, you were one of the best ACP leaders. You’ve changed since I first met you long ago, and for the better!
Shaboomboom – You rock, too. I know that you too are leaving, and everyone will miss you.
Thebest22 – You were my best friend ever on xat! (Sorry to everyone else!) I’ll miss you more than anyone. Good luck with your ACP Career, and, even though I’m a Yankee fan, go Mets.
PurPur5222 – I haven’t seen you much anymore, but I still remember you buddy! You roll.
Yanksrule14 – GO YANKEES! I’ll miss your great sense of humor! And hey, tell your uncle I said hi. 😀
Bluey92123 – Again, a great sense of humor. I’ll find out what I’m missing in Israel in August! Oh, by the way, I love San Diego!
Houndy – I met you not too long ago, and I still love your sense of humor. I’ll miss you buddy!
Meat/Seanehawk – I know you thought that I hated you, but on the inside you were one of my best friends. Good luck with ACP!
Dryvit – Dude, you were the nicest of anyone. Good luck with ACP, I know you’ll treat them well! 😉
Stev712 – I have known you for a long time. We have had our ups and downs, but you are still one of my friends. Good luck with ACP!!!
Benu2 – You still rock. I remember you from RR, and I will remember you forever.
Foxtails – You were one of the funniest people I ever met! 😛 You rock and Roll!
Ktman – Good luck with ACP, I know you’ll do well. I knew you for quite a long time! I’ll miss you.
Clintos007 – You did not come on much, but when you did you were hilarious!
Divotoo – You were one of the funniest ones! I’ll miss you too.
Dragon 720 – Draggy waggy the wise! You always knew what to do in tough situations, and never stopped being funny. I’ll miss you! 😦
Thomas0270 – Funny guy! Good luck in ACP! I’ll miss you. Don’t forget me!
Wicket1235 – We never were great friends, but you were and are still my friend. Good luck in ACP!
Jediseth – I will always remember you, zombie buddy!
Meggis – Although most hate you, I cannot. I know that you quit, and left to play PO. I might. If so, see ya there!
Ironkid2894 – I’ll miss you.
Dr Nono/Bread – I need a doctor right now. You will always be a friend to me. Good luck with your band, buddy!
Axevolution – I don’t know where you’ve been lately, but you were one of the funniest. I’ll miss you!
Klug1234 – Bye funny buddy 😦 BOO RED SOX!
Packer1 NFL – Bye buddy that’s funny. I’ll miss you so much!
Amitc87 – Good luck in ACP and UMA! I’ll miss you too.
Painttheskygrey – Good luck in ACP, pal. I’ll miss you and your jokes.
Nate590000 – You are always funny, and I’ll miss you.
Crazyboy86 – One of my first friends, I am crying as I write about missing you.
Yes, I am retiring from ACP and all of the other armies that I am in, including the Red Raiders.
Videogamer7 and Shedinja will lead the Red Raiders.
I may visit once in a while, and if I do not, I am never coming on.
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Now, I would like a moment to give a few emotional words.
I have known many of you for a long time, and others for a short time. Some have made me laugh, and some have made me cry. I want to tell you all who those people were that made me cry.
Seanehawk – Once a great friend, you have made me cry countless times. You have changed from nice and funny to harsh and cruel. I do not despise you, and I do not hate you, but I am telling you now that you need to lighten up! You are way to harsh for anyone nowadays! You need to lighten up or you should just plain leave.
Saint1119 – I don’t know what happened to you. You were so nice! Then when you became leader, you grew nearly as harsh as Seanehawk. You started to hurt my feelings a lot, and I will never forgive you for it. Get back to the way you were or lose a lot of your friends. It is your choice.
Many times on chat I try to help people out. I do this by supporting them, trying to protect their right to privacy, etc. Although, in the end, someone ends up hating me and feelings get hurt and never repaired. That is yet another reason for this.
I will miss every single one of you!!! Even if you weren’t in this post, I will miss you. You have sparked my life and even gotten me many friends in real life by giving me new senses of humor. I am truly crying as I write all of this, as I know that it is my final goodbye. I will miss you all so much. I don’t know what will happen to me. I have put a song on the bottom that I feel fits everything that I have been through.
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Although it may not work, I have made a short will.
Thebest22- You will get all of my powers.
Dryvit – You will get 300 xats.
Kg007 – You will get a cookie.
Bluey92123 – If allowed, I want you to have my rank.
Everyone else will get a hug.
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Thanks for the memories,
~Ennbay A.K.A. Ben
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